BOOK IV
CHAPTER XIV
Gail
“Jason, will you give
Mr. Grey an invitation to our wedding today?” I ask lifting my head up from his
arms.
“Baby, he’s our boss!
I don’t wanna feel like I’m working on our wedding day!” Taylor groans in
response.
“Darling, that would
have been true last year, but he’s quite changed since Ana entered into his
life.”
“Well, yeah…” Taylor
smiles with a rare smile he only offers for me. “I still don’t know.”
“Come on Jason, you
of all people should admit to that. Ana is the first normal girl Mr. Grey ever
had in his life. First girls who made him crack a genuine smile, first girl who
made him happy… you know happy as in really happy and in love. I even prayed
for it to work out for both of them. I really didn’t want him to go back to his
emotionless, frigid, stunted way of living, if you could call it living. I’m
still having a hard time getting over Leila cutting her arm open, attempting
suicide. I couldn’t even…” I shake my head. A shudder goes through my body. I
always knew Mr. Grey had a good heart in him. Women are drawn to his
exceptional beauty and his money. Money, especially exorbitant amounts of money
such as Mr. Grey possesses attracts women to men who are old, fat, bald, nasty
or even barely breathing and on life support. When the man who is in possession
of the money is as handsome as Mr. Grey, the vultures are always circling. What
did Elisabeth Bennett say in the opening lines of Pride and Prejudice? “It is
at truth universally acknowledged that a single man in possession of a good
fortune, must be in want of a wife. However little known the feelings or views
of such a man may be on his first entering a neighborhood, this truth is so
well fixed in the minds of the surrounding families, that he is considered as
the rightful property of some one or other of their daughters.” The notion of landing a rich man,
preferably handsome is nothing new. Of course no woman ever had loved Mr. Grey
as much or cared for him, and been herself like Mrs. Grey. Who can explain love
and how it steels someone’s heart and mind? Mr. Grey has always been different
to Ana. She is the woman who managed to snap him out of the nightmare that was
Mr. Grey’s past demons; a feat his loving parents or his very expensive shrink
couldn’t accomplish over the years.
I simply adore Ana,
not only because she is so normal and without pretensions but her inner beauty
is reflected outside. She’s been painfully shy, and completely oblivious to her
own beauty. There have been girls who have gone through this apartment who knew
how to wield half of what Ana got so skillfully to reach their end goal; to get
Mr. Grey on the long term. He’s never been interested in the idea of long term.
Not until Ana. The only thing that was long term for him was his company, his
lifestyle, and his parents; maybe a few of his employees. Taylor, me, Ros,
Andrea and Barney.
We work for the man; the indomitable boss we
know as Mr. Christian Grey. Ana loves the man-child inside him even if she gets
mad at him furiously. She has actually got Mr. Grey in the middle of her palm.
She could easily crush and destroy him had she so desired. It nearly happened however
agonizingly excruciating when she was kidnapped and beaten. Mr. Grey thought
she might lose the baby and die. He wasn’t sure if she was really going to
leave him. I’ve never seen anyone so fearful. Those two are meant to be
together. Taylor pulls me into his arms, bringing me back to here and now.
“I’m sorry baby. I’m
still so fucking mad at him for the Leila incident!”
“Jason, this is his
life!” I chide him. “Leila was responsible with her own actions. If she and Mr.
Grey broke up only a short while ago, what she did might make sense. But, it
had been two and a half years when she came here and opened a vein before me.
Even though she may have had a psychotic breakdown, I think she was simply
jealous of Ana taking a permanent place in his life,” I say and my man who has
seen his man get killed and blown up and collected their bodies from battle
fields actually shudders.
“You still have nightmares
baby! She caused distress in you and Leila is his mistake!” he says as he holds
me tighter.
“Jason, what Leila
did was just a shock. We’ve gone through worse incidents. Seeing Mrs. Grey in a
near death state I think affected me more than Leila.”
“I know,” Jason
whispers somberly. “It was one of the worst days of my life,” he shakes his
head.
“Mine, too,” I
whisper back. I don’t want him to be still mad at Mr. Grey for Leila’s actions.
He did apologize to Jason and me, shocking us both when they found me completely
shaken. But Jason, without acknowledging his boss’ apology wordlessly held me
and took me away. Trying to change his mood, I shift back to Leila topic. “Anyway,
I digress. Besides,” I say without missing a beat, “I’ve got to think a lot after
that. I came to conclusion that describing Leila as a mischievous girl would be
too light; she’s deceitful and her ability to manipulate is only second to Mrs.
Lincoln. She’s given more agony to Mr. Grey and Ana than she did to me.”
“I’m not mad at him
for having had fucked up women in his life. People tend to look for twisted counterparts
like themselves. But Williams girl was manipulative and she was completely
obsessed with him. Mr. Grey was unable to see the nose in front of his face
then. He should have taken care of that problem. He clearly doesn’t spare money
for her care now. That should have been applied way back then.”
“How could he have
known? She walked out on her own free will when he didn’t want to have a
permanent relationship. Besides Jason, you have had a bad relationship which
ended up in divorce. No matter how many background checks he might order on
someone, it’s difficult to know them until we live with them.”
“I know that baby…
The rational part of my brain knows that. But the irrational lover and your
future husband in me are still angry,” Jason responds gruffly and melts my
heart.
“Sweetheart, you
don’t need to worry about that any longer. I’m curious about something thought…
Why do you think Leila lasted longer than the other ones?”
“I think she figured
out that if she did everything he asked of her to the letter, she would be a
permanent fixture in his life like those Madonna paintings.”
“The only other woman
who seemed to be a permanent part of his life was Mrs. Lincoln,” I murmur.
“Don’t talk about
that bitch, Gail,” Taylor says grunting.
“I’m blonde, she’s a
beautiful blonde. You don’t like blondes?”
“Baby, it’s not the
blondes I dislike…” he says and I make a face. What did she do or say exactly?
Should I be worried? As if he reads my mind, he responds.
“I only love you,
Gail!” Jason says ardently. “But Mrs. Lincoln thought she got the meat hook of
her claws into Mr. Grey permanently. She would help arrange these girls for
him,” he says.
“So, there isn’t a
shop called Submissives-R-Us?” I ask.
“I’m sure there is by
another name. But, Mr. Grey goes to great lengths to protect his privacy. It’s
not like he was incapable of finding one himself and he does have contacts.
But, she would locate and see the girls in the scene and get her info to Mr.
Grey. Interview with a Vampire… I mean a Dom, and bam he acquired a new sub.
Mrs. Lincoln this way was always in the loop; her favorite place, always in
control behind the scenes. Of course she wouldn’t say that she wanted to
dominate him; he would cut her off immediately. Women – present company excepted
–“ Jason amends himself, “can be more deceitful than men. They use different
means than men. Men are very predictable. I’d rather go on a combat for a day
than to try to maneuver around that blonde viper for an hour,” he says shaking
his head while shuddering.
“Why the dislike of
her so much? I assume she was one of the subs in the past although she’s older
than other subs he had. I’ve noticed that some men like older women,” I say
trying to hide the hurt.
“Baby… it’s got
nothing to do with her age. She is the one who got Mr. Grey into the kinky shit
he likes when he was 15! She named her salons ‘bondmaid’, for heaven’s
sake!” he utters, anger rising in Jason. He’s usually very controlled of his
emotions, and doesn’t get mad fast.
“Bondmaid?” I ask,
confused. I thought they were called Esclava.
“Escala means a slave
girl, or female slave, bondmaid whatever you want to name it…”
“Oh my heavens!” I
exclaim, my hands automatically rush up to my face to cover my dropped jaw.
“The woman is all
twisted inside. She didn’t like it when Ana pulled her meat hook of nails out
of Mr. Grey’s back one by one, and handed them back to her and sent her ass
packing,” my man says proudly. He profoundly cares for Ana; and for some
reason, that gives me no feeling of jealousy.
“Ana may look similar
to the other subs Mr. Grey had, but she’s more beautiful than they were. The
other ones were aware of their beauty. Ana… not so much. Like someone told her
she wasn’t beautiful when she was an ugly duckling or something and she kept
believing in that. It couldn’t have been Mr. Steele. He just adores her. Her
mom loves her to bits also. It couldn’t have been the last husband either. The
man seemed very polite and very gentle on their wedding and Ana seemed to be
fond of him. Of course I don’t know him, but I’m usually not wrong on my first
impressions,” I contemplate out loud.
“No, I think it may
have been the asshole her mom married between Ray and the last one. She’s had
four husbands. Kids believe in the shit adults tell them, even if they don’t
want to. Then it becomes their reality. She went back to live with Ray after
having lived with her mom and the step-dad right after Ray. Something happened
to her there. That fucker made Ana lose her self-esteem!” Taylor spits out.
“Jason Taylor, are
you that fond of Mrs. Grey?” I ask him narrowing my gaze. I adore Ana, but I
don’t know what to make of Jason’s repeated overprotective epithet.
“Baby, I am fond of
Mr. Grey’s wife like I am fond of my own daughter. Ana isn’t the first
beautiful girl Mr. Grey brought home, but it’s beyond her beauty; she’s also
decent, normal, sometimes crazy with love for her husband – and,” he says
holding his finger up when I open my mouth to say something, “I only sympathize
with Mrs. Grey because I know how I feel about you. I think, if you were
threatened, I’d do anything to keep you safe. In her ignorant and childish
ways, she tried to achieve just that. It was foolish, because she nearly got killed.
I’m a trained soldier...” he says, but I cut him off.
“As if you, being a
professional soldier would ease my worry, Jason Taylor! I worry about you every
day with the thought that you work to keep Mr. Grey safe, ready to take a
bullet for him!”
“You need not worry
about that. I’ve had lifetime of training. She had not. But she makes up the
lack with her gun loving, bossy attitude, and that little lady is the best
thing that happened to Mr. Grey and by God, she’s shaping him into a real man
and fixing up the twisted fucker inside him.”
“You just agreed with
me that Mr. Grey’s other subs were also beautiful,” I say mock chiding while
trying to hide a smile.
“Yes, but finally
someone whose inside beauty shone all the way through, and look at her now. She’s
completely glowing. She knows she’s beautiful and confident in herself…”
“Should I be
jealous?” I purse my lips, mock teasing my guy.
“No baby and you know
this. I begged, groveled, and asked you to marry me for nearly four years, and
you finally said yes to me. You, Gail Jones soon to be Taylor, are my woman!” Jason
growls seductively. “Mrs. Grey is work who became like family; but she’s still
work, Mr. Grey is my primary protection duty, and he’s as always our boss. I don’t
know how Ana worked her way in there,” he says pointing to his head, “but she
did. She also made her way in your heart. Although I fear that you have more
affection for Mr. Grey than I care for you to reserve for any other man.”
“Oh Jason! Mr. Grey
is a good man. He needed a family and we were the closest things here before
Mrs. G. But, how right you are Jason of your assessment about how fond I am of
Ana. There’s going to be a little baby around the house! I’m very excited! And
pregnancy makes her positively glow!” I say clapping my hands like a giggling
school girl.
“Speaking of which,
some fucker leaked the news of her pregnancy to the Seattle Nooz, and the
paparazzi were lined up both outside of Escala and at SIP. When Sawyer took
Mrs. Grey to work this morning fucking paparazzi was short of attacking Mrs.
Grey! They were swarming around the SUV at the SIP parking lot. The security is
still inept. I will have to get there and inspect the security. Sawyer, for
once didn’t take any chances, and brought her right back home.”
“Oh dear! You know
Ana is stubborn. I’m sure she wasn’t happy to be brought back home.”
“That’s putting it
very lightly. But, Mr. Grey was very specific after her kidnapping. We don’t
leave anything to chance. If he finds out who leaked the news, someone’s ass is
going to be canned or he’ll give him a taste of his own medicine. He was
furious!”
“More so than he
normally is?”
“Touché. But yes. You didn’t see him when Ana told him
she was leaving him when we landed to Seattle. I always have a pretty good idea
of someone’s character, and initially thought I’ve misjudged her after he said
she was leaving. Young, gorgeous wife of a fucked up billionaire sex god who
was with him only a few months and she just announced she was pregnant and
she’s in the bank withdrawing a few million dollars of his money. You know, you
get ideas. Of course, seeing this seemingly indestructible man crumple into a
million pieces without a single shot, and just with a few words even muddled my
thoughts at the time. In my own defense,
you gotta remember that I’ve never seen a man destroyed over a woman as
irreparably as Mr. Grey did and never felt as bad for anyone as I did for him,
then. I know he’s a fucked up, arrogant, rich young man on the surface, aaaaand
of course he’s all those things but you learn a thing or a hundred about
someone when you work with him 24/7 for four years.
But, I knew I wasn’t
wrong about Ana’s character. Something was amiss there. My mind was running a
thousand miles an hour. Why would she only take just a few million dollars? Why
not take him to the cleaners? It just didn’t add up. I know how Mr. Grey is the
most intense man I ever worked with; he’s one of a kind. I worked with all
kinds of assholes, but he isn’t one. I got to know the man better than the parents
who raised him, or his siblings who grew up with him. They’ve known the
symptoms of his disease, but never the disease. I think he deserves a chance
and he’s almost human with Ana. So, naturally even I was panicking. He would be
completely destroyed is she really left him. Well, you know the rest of the
story. That day was a big learning experience for all of us. More than that, I
realized that if none of us was given a chance to mend our ways, what’s the
point of living?
In a way I thought
about us. I’ve been to combat more times than I care to think about. I’ve seen
my buddies get killed. They were so unidentifiable, even the mothers who gave
birth to them wouldn’t recognize them in their final state. When you live with
someone 24/7, watch their back; keep each other alive, the bonds forged are
indescribable. But, being in love is whole different ball game,” Jason says
looking at me with his gaze softening. “I’d be destroyed too if you kicked me
out of your life, baby. Mr. Grey was destroyed. If anybody wants to fuck him
over, they’ll get his wife to destroy him and rip him to shreds. I know that he
found his purpose in life with her. That’s why I drilled in both Sawyer and
Ryan and anyone else we hire as security that Mrs. Grey is top priority not to
mention she’s carrying a baby. If we perceive an imminent danger, she’s taken to
a predetermined a safe location; in this case the location was home.”
I pull myself back up
on the sofa and nuzzle into my man’s broad chest. He smells heavenly;
masculine, just a bare hint of his perfume.
“Jason, do you think
it was the Rodriguez boy who leaked the pregnancy news?”
“Nooo,” says Jason
sure of his assessment. “He wouldn’t do that. Not his style. Though he’s a
coward for not approaching Ana when she was available. The boy is head over
heels for her, too. The idiot seems to get courage when he’s drunk. He tried to
take advantage of Ana when she was drunk too, or when the girl of his dreams
marries a possessive billionaire and the stupid boy learns that she’s pregnant,
that’s the moment he decides to declare his love for her again in front of
total strangers! The fucker is all left foot when it comes to declaring his
love, all at the wrong place and at the wrong time.”
“Well, Ana is a
beautiful woman. Beautiful men or women can be intimidating before people can
muster up courage to say anything.”
“True darling but,
Ana has been unaware of her beauty until Mr. Grey made it abundantly clear to
her. He found a beautiful girl, a diamond in the rough and turned her into an
irresistible woman. With that territory comes the jackals.”
“You don’t see that
boy as a jackal do you?”
“No, just a poor sap
in love with another man’s wife. I wouldn’t like it if someone declared love
for you. You’re my woman! Mr. Grey had been very tolerant of him. Either he too
is growing up, or he’s keeping his rivals even closer, or both.”
“You wouldn’t be
tolerant of someone if they expressed interest in me?” I tease.
“Baby, I’ve made it
clear to everyone in the security team the second they step foot through the
door. You’re off limits. The only exception to that had been Stephen the pilot,
but there’s nothing I can do about it, because he’s not under my command.”
“Oh, Jason. I only
went out with him once and that was 4 years ago. He’s not for me! You are!”
“I don’t want to know
what you did on that one date that made him focused on you for four years.”
“He was into me, been
a total gentleman, but I just didn’t feel the chemistry.”
Jason snorts in
response. “He’s feeling all kinds of chemistry towards you!” he says almost
accusing.
“Sweetheart, it’s
cute that you’re jealous of me, but I don’t feel the same way toward Stephen.
He should have had quite a few women since I told him I couldn’t see him again.
And I’m marrying you.”
“Damn right, you
are!” he says, and tilts my head up just the right angle and kisses me deeply,
leaving me breathless.
“God, Gail! You’re a
spectacular woman. Where the hell have you been all my life?”
“Is this your line to
get me into your bed? If so, you’re wasting your breath because you already
have me. Flattery I’m afraid won’t get you any further.”
Corner of Jason’s
mouth lifts up in a sexy smile. “Don’t be so sure about that, baby. I’ve got
the night off. I’m going to ravish the hell out of you.”
“The gentlemanly
words every woman likes to hear from her man…” I tease.
“Well, come on future
Mrs. Taylor. The sooner I take you to my bed, the sooner you can be fucked and
sated. We cater to all tastes.”
“Since you put it so
nicely Mr. Taylor…” I say as I try to stand up which is a hard task when Jason
is keeping me down, wrapped in his arms. The invitation on the dining table
catches my eye.
“Don’t forget to give
that invitation to Mr. Grey, baby.”
“C’mon! Don’t dampen
my mood, baby.”
“There’s nothing
wrong with your mood Jason Taylor! We’re going to live with them in the big
house as two families. This is the best time for you to start learning when you
clock out, you too can learn to relax. Honestly, you both have to learn to be
less wound up. Mr. Grey is Ana’s job, but you Jason are mine. Tomorrow,
invitation. Okay, sweetheart?”
“Yes, ma’am!” Jason
says saluting me, and all of a sudden he scoops me up completely surprising me, and takes me to our bed in big strides with the patience of a
young groom who is about to have his bride for the first time.
November 1st 2011
Andrea
The sound of the
percolator is music to my ears in the morning. My apartment generally smells
like Starbucks with the best fresh ground coffee in Seattle. But, I had to run
to work again earlier and I am now standing before the best coffee machine
money can buy in the Grey House top floor kitchen. The whole place smells heavenly;
I close my eyes and inhale the scent. I owe my 5:30 a.m. trip to work to Mr.
Grey again. He didn’t come to work yesterday. Well, let me rephrase that: He
came with Taylor ready to go to a meeting only to get a phone call from the
hottie Sawyer and abruptly departed the company. Since he’s wife had been
kidnapped and hospitalized, he has taken off more days then he had in the last 4
years, 8 months 11 days I worked for him as his assistant. Come to think of
think, he hasn’t even taken a sick day off. As I grab a coffee mug from the
cabinet I rack my brain. No, he never took any days off. The man lived and
breathed Grey Enterprises Incorporated. He still does, but Mrs. Anastasia Grey
now occupies the #1 spot of his affection.
Only a few short
months ago the girl in Wal-Mart clothing walked though those doors shy and
completely intimidated but when she walked back in again through the same doors
as the wife of Mr. Grey she looked spectacular inside and out. I can’t look at
my own sex as a lover’s scrutiny, but I can judge a beauty. I guess this is the
modern version of Cinderella. Even the cheap clothing couldn’t disguise
Anastasia Steele’s beauty. I have to go to a facial therapy once a week, and
buy $800 worth of beauty products once a month from Neiman Marcus to achieve a
flawless skin. I would bet that Anastasia Steele had never been to a facial
until she went beneath Mr. Grey in his bed. I find myself standing before the
cabinet with the mug in my hand. I walk back to the super percolator and pour
myself a cup of coffee. Close my eyes just inhaling the scent of it. I finally
walk to the diet creamer. Ugh! I have to keep my shape, and hate putting these
diet creamers and non-sugar supplements. Cancer in a neatly filled single dose
packages. I sigh and walk back to a table to sit and enjoy the coffee before
everyone else came to work.
Where was I? Oh yes…
My unreasonably good looking boss. Had I not had the training I’ve had, and
researched about my future boss, I would have ogled him when I came for an
interview. Well, I got my chance to see him on the fifth interview. Only the
very top candidates are hired and the final interview is given by him. It took
all my effort to not to stare at him. It’s hard to imagine a drop dead gorgeous
man as an inanimate object. But I imagined him as the talking statue of David,
and bam, my brain accepted that argument. I managed to get my job. I knew he
was straight. These rich men rarely get married especially as young as
Christian Grey. They have number of preapproved vaginas or penises to utilize
whichever way they swing their bat. Yet a girl dressed in Wal-Mart clothes
captured his heart. I shake my head. ‘Listen to yourself! Are you jealous?’ my
inner consciousness chides me. Maybe just a little. God, Mrs. Grey looked like
a polished diamond when she came in here last month. Positively glowing and
very sexy. The rumor around was always
that Mr. Grey was gay, but I knew it differently. I’ve sent quite a few NDAs
over to Mr. Grey in the past years. I had my suspicions. You can’t be a super
assistant if you don’t know your boss well. You have to understand his or her
needs before he utters them. Otherwise you’re out the door, and don’t you think
you are irreplaceable. It’s like sticking your finger into the water. The
second you pull that finger out, the water fills the space as if it’s never
been in it. That’s the nature of these high-power assistant jobs. They’re
coveted, in demand, pays a ton of money, consumes your life, the hours are not
always definite; yet in the end, you’re one of the many talented candidates who
would give his or her right arm for the position. I managed to buy my apartment
instead of renting it for instance. Mr. Grey is very generous with the salary
and the bonuses he pays. But, in return he’s very demanding. Doesn’t tolerate
inefficiency, incompetence and boy can he get angry!
“Good morning Ice
Queen! Why are you so early?”
I spew my coffee all
over my tablet.
“Jesus Christ! Geek!
Why are you sneaking up on me?” I scowl as I grab a paper towel to clean my
tablet’s screen.
“I said hi, but you
were so deep in thought, you didn’t hear me.”
“No, I didn’t have my
first cup of coffee. I usually don’t wake up until I have that,” I mutter. Why
am I being nice to him?
“You’ve been living
and breathing at GEH for the last two months. Whenever I come to work, here you
are. How does your boyfriend handle the competition?”
I give him a sideways
glare.
“Yeah! A boyfriend!
Currently my career is more important than devoting time to a single
individual.”
“Well, that’s what I
say when I look for an excuse,” he says as he pours coffee.
“Unlike you, I have
lots of men asking me out!”
“You got me there
Icy. I don’t have lots of men asking me out. And even if they did, I wouldn’t
go,” he says grinning.
“Stop calling me
that, Geek!” I scowl. He could be cute. If he lost those glasses and got
contacts, mussed up his hair, a couple of changes to his outfit, he could look
like Ian Somerhalder. I inwardly groan. Not having a man in my bed getting to
me ready to jump Barney Sullivan’s bones.
“I may stop calling
you that at the first sign you may just be nice to me,” he says grinning. He
has perfectly aligned white teeth. I shake my head.
“Just take your
coffee or quietly drink it. I have to organize for work today,” I say.
“I’ll sit. Thanks for
offering,” he says and sits across from me.
“What’s the deal with
the new intern?”
“What?”
“Why is there a new
intern? What happened to Olivia?”
“It’s the internship
program. They’re about 4 months long. Either the intern applies for a permanent
position, or moves on to search other endeavors.”
“She’s not hired by
GEH?”
“I don’t think so,” I
reply.
“Why?”
“I don’t know. Maybe
she wasn’t qualified, and the training wasn’t enough to get her qualified.”
“Maybe her teacher
wasn’t great,” he says casually.
My head snaps up.
“Got something to say, Geek?”
“Merely making an
observation ice queen,” he smiles. He’s enjoying this.
“Only the 20 to 30
percent of interns get hired by GEH. You know the policy. Only the best gets to
work in the company in the long term.”
“I know, I’m just
yanking your chain,” he says as he takes a sip. I shake my head and open my
Google alerts on Mr. and Mrs. Grey. I have to know the news about them, what is
approved by our public relations and what is fake and what is leaked.
The alerts are two
pages long. Just from overnight? I hold my mug and take a sip. I return the
first page and open the first link as I take another sip. I spew my coffee all
over my tablet again and choke on the sip that went down my throat.
“Jesus Christ,
Andrea!” shouts Barney as he jumps to his feet to pat on my back. Once I stop
coughing, he grabs couple of pieces of paper towel and wordlessly cleans my
tablet. Why hadn’t I noticed the news yesterday? Oh, right, because the boss
wasn’t working, and I had to cover all the appointments, reschedule, and worked
nearly a double shift.
Barney looks up from
my cleaned tablet noticing the news. “This says Mrs. Grey is pregnant. That
bothered you?”
“No dumbass! That’s
either false news, or leaked news! That means damage control. Can’t you see the
paparazzi hounding Mrs. Grey in the picture while Sawyer is trying to get her
back to her vehicle with the help of the SIP security? Guess how mad the boss
will be when he sees the news? Hell, he’s probably furious already! That’s why
he didn’t come to work yesterday!”
“In defense of the
paparazzi, Mrs. Grey is a hottie! If she was butt ugly, no one would be chasing
her. Everyone’s been talking about her in the company since she visited last
month,” Barney whistles.
“Yeah, say that in
front of your boss, and watch him can your ass, stupid!” I shake my head.
Sometimes men only think with their dick! I check my watch. It’s 6:30 a.m.
Janelyn will be here at 8:00. PR would be contacting to release some sort of
information. We can be mum for a little while, or deny it. I’ll have to ask Mr.
Grey, and that would not be the easiest thing to ask. Shit! Will he come to
work today? He didn’t say he wasn’t coming today. Oh my God! Now the frigging
paparazzi and magazines will be on the baby-bump watch! Poor girl will eat one
too many tacos, and bam! She’ll be plastered all over Enquirer marking her 5 months
pregnant! I don’t envy the people who are constantly on the radar.
“Are you still mad at
me for my remark? Look I’m sorry. I meant to say that Mrs. Grey is a beautiful
woman.”
“I’m not mad at you,
you idiot! This happened yesterday morning! You know how boss is jumpy when it comes
to his wife. The paparazzi were hounding her yesterday. She didn’t ask for
this. There were quite a few of these paparazzi attacks since she got engaged
to him. But worsened after she was kidnapped. It’s got to be traumatizing for
her, and that will make him mad, and guess who works with him when he’s mad?”
“Sorry Andrea!
Wouldn’t wanna be you right now! Well, I’ll be in the server room. I gotta
reboot some of the servers!” and he takes off with his coffee mug in his hand.
My Blackberry quietly
rings. Oh shit! It’s the PR already.
“Hi Andrea! This is
Jason from the PR. I’m sure you’ve seen the news. Listen, People magazine is
calling for an interview with Mr. and Mrs. Grey about the pregnancy which is to
say it’s not the only one in the list but this is on top of our recommendations
because this interview could quiet down the paparazzi a little while. My boss
is recommending this interview if Mr. and Mrs. Grey feeling up to it. Could you
get back to me on that?”
“Yes. I will talk to
Mr. Grey about it after he gets to work today.”
“It’d be a great help
to sate the people’s hunger. We’ve been getting tons of calls from magazines
since Mrs. Grey’s kidnapping, even from movie studios wanting to turn the story
into a movie.”
“Mr. Grey is very
reserved and private, I don’t think this would be an option for him,” I say and
hear an incoming call. I look at the screen.
“You should inform
him anyway… because,” he says but I cut him off.
“Wait wait. Tell me
that later, I got an incoming call. I’ll get back to you today. Bye!” I hang
up. Clearing my throat, I straighten my back and press the green button to
switch lines.
“Good morning Mr.
Grey.”
“Andrea. Get a hold
of the PR. The fucking paparazzi have already set camp around Escala and SIP.”
Mr. Grey doesn’t even
tell me what the paparazzi camping around his apartment or his wife’s workplace
for. He expects me to know it and I do.
“I’m already on it
sir. As a matter of fact, I was just on the phone with the PR. Jason from the
PR said that the paparazzi and magazines have been calling constantly. They’re
recommending an interview with the People magazine to quiet all the others
down.” Mr. Grey groans loudly on the phone.
“I have to talk to my
wife about it. I’ll let PR know of my decision later. For the time being, they
keep quiet.”
“Yes, Mr. Grey. Is
there anything else I can help you with sir?
”
“That’ll be all,
Andrea,” he says and hangs up. To the point as always. No extra word wasted.
Janelyn walks into
the kitchen ready to work.
“Good morning, you’re
early,” I say.
“But not as early as
you are,” she replies cheerfully. “I thought you might need help this morning
after yesterday’s load of work. I figured you might come early, so I came early,
too.”
I just might like
her. She’s not skittish like Olivia; she works hard, and does as she’s told
without getting jumpy.
“Alright! We got a
mountain of work to tackle. Pour yourself some coffee and follow me,” I say
picking up my tablet and mug.
DAMAGE CONTROL
“Being deeply loved
by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.”
Lao Tzu
The fucking
paparazzi! Anastasia was all shaken yesterday. She’s too shy to be around
reporters and the hounding paparazzi scare the shit out of her! I run my fingers through my hair in
exasperation. Taylor is waiting, no, rather bristling with nervous edgy energy
outside my door.
“Taylor!” I shout.
“Yes, sir,” he says
coming in.
“What’s up? Bad
news?”
“No, no…” he murmurs.
He’s holding something inside his hand.
“Someone sent a courier?
A message? What is it man? What’s the problem?” I ask impatiently.
“It’s nothing. It can
wait,” he says. I frown and extend my hand. He reluctantly places something
into my palm. It’s a lightly scented thick envelope with my and Anastasia’s
name elegantly written on it. I open it, and pull out the invitation to Gail
and Taylor’s wedding. My face softens.
“This is an
invitation. Do you want us to come to your wedding?” I ask surprised, my voice
a little hoarse. Ana told me that my staff was fond of me, but I thought she
was just being kind. I clear my throat. This is welcome news considering all
the shit we’ve been through yesterday and the scare Ana had gone through. I
will up her security and she isn’t going to like it. I lift my eyes up from the
invitation. Taylor looks indecisive.
“Look Taylor. Uhm,
we’d love to come of course and thank you and Gail for the invitation. But, I
know women. If,” I say and search his face, “if, Gail put you up to it, I’ll
relieve you the obligation of inviting us. I can always have a business meeting
or some prearranged deal if you want to be free of your boss on your wedding
day.”
Taylor blinks, and
his eyes dart right and left as if he’s surprised to find a boss who can be
understanding. I’m not getting that soft. Taylor is my right hand
man. I have to relieve him of pressure on the most important day of his life so
when he comes back, he’s recharged, and less nervous. He shifts on his feet
looking at me.
He clears his throat.
“Well, the thing is Mr. Grey; I guess I don’t mind you coming. I’d rather not
have her caddy sister. But she’s coming. That’s the only sister she has. I’ve
got no family except my daughter. Guess, Gail had this silly notion that my job
is my family too, so, in a way, I’m married to my job, so that makes you and
Mrs. Grey family. Oddly enough,” he mutters. This is the most he’s spoken in
personal terms. Taylor, like me is a man of few words when it comes to family.
Avuncular, Anastasia said about Taylor. We all have adopted families, but I
think in the end we have created something else here unexpectedly. It’s all
Ana’s doing. Guess my staff does care about me. I clear my throat. I think a
change of pace will make Anastasia happy. Give her something to think about
other than the paparazzi. Kate and Elliot’s wedding is months away and that’s
about the same time as the junior is due. This will be something she’ll be
happy about.
“Well, I think Ana
would love to see you and Gail wed. She sees you,” I don’t want to tell him
like an uncle. Taylor isn’t old. “She sees you and Gail part of the family.
Hell, in just a few months, you and Mrs. Taylor will be living right above our
garage. If it’s all the same to you, we’ll remain low-key on your wedding. That
way our women can be happy. They say the wedding is for the women anyway.”
“Yes, they say that…”
he murmurs.
“So, November 12th
then?” I ask.
“Yes, sir.”
“Congratulations.
Andrea should send you the account information that was set up for your expense
account.”
“You don’t have to do
that Mr. Grey,” he says.
“Well, it’s the least
I can do. Because of your foresight, we were able to save Mrs. Grey and our
baby. You earned it,” I say and he just nods in response somberly.
“By the way, have the
paparazzi gone from Escala or the SIP?”
“Neither, unfortunately.
They’ll keep camping until there’s a confirmation of some sort and then they’ll
go on a baby bump watch,” he says. I frown.
“Shit! I was afraid
of that. Let’s workout first, and I’ll decide how to deal with their asses. By
the way, whatever happened to the freelance reporter we sent to camping to the
Canadian Rockies?”
“Rescued by the
Mounties after a month of enjoying the nature. We’ve left his supplies of
course, but enough to let him respect his betters. He’s left with a warning.
We’re keeping an eye on him from time to time. My special ops buddies need
something fun to do time to time,” he grins.
“Let’s go workout.”
***** ❦ ♡ ❧ *****
When we return from
workout it’s nearly 7:30 a.m. Gail is fixing breakfast in the kitchen.
“Are you ready for
breakfast sir?” she asks.
“Not quite yet Gail.
Is Mrs. Grey up?”
“No she didn’t come
out yet,” she responds. When I walk back into our bedroom, Anastasia’s hair
spread out on the pillow, some tendrils covering her cheeks. Her arms stretched
out onto our pillow. The sheet is just below her breast exposing her,
immediately making me hard. She has goose bumps on her breasts and her nipples
are puckered with the slight air circulation caused by the fan. She shifts in
bed, and rolling onto my side of the bed. She pulls my pillow into her embrace
absently. I watch her mesmerized. Lovely, doesn’t even describe it. I take two
quiet steps towards our bed. After leaving the invitation on the side table, I
continue watching her. Anastasia’s eyes slowly flutter open.
“Hi,” she says in a
groggy voice.
“Hi baby. How are you
feeling?”
“Good. Did you just
workout?” she asks slowly rolling onto her back. That exposes her right breast.
I inhale sharply.
“Did you just
workout?” she asks again, inhaling my scent.
“Yes, I did,” I reply
my eyes focused on her chest. She licks her bottom lip and bites it.
“Don’t bite your lip.
I just had a workout, and it didn’t even dull the edginess in me. You’ll make
me jump you, and I’m too sweaty and dusty right now. I was in the ring.”
“Would it turn you
off,” she asks slowly, “if I told you that I find you sexy when you are
glistening with workout sweat?”
“Sweat turns you on?”
“You turn me on husband… I
think the sight of you the first day I slept in your bed, when you walked in
after your workout was insanely sexy, like it is now.”
“Mrs. Grey, are you
seducing me?” She's got me by the balls.
I've got you Under my Skin - Katharine McPhee
“I hope so, you’re
the only man in the room,” she says with a lascivious grin.
A deep primal,
guttural sound makes its way through my throat. Her morning sickness had been
touch and go this month. And she’s not talking about work right now. I shrug my
t-shirt off, and toss it in a heap on the floor. Then hooking my thumbs under
my waistband I shrug my sweatpants and boxers off. Anastasia visibly swallows
and slowly rises up in sitting position, the sheet sliding off her body and the
curve of her growing breasts partially covered with her cascading hair gives a
heavenly sight. I place a knee on the bed and pull her against me. My body is
firm and damp with sweat. Her soft curves perfectly fit into my hard muscles. My cock is hard and heavy against the folds of
her sex. Anastasia moves her body to feel me more. She shivers and her body is
now totally awake and alive with singular purpose.
“I need you to hold
on to me tight, baby,” I whisper in a husky voice.
“Yesss…” she moans,
holding onto my body like a life raft. Rotating my hips, I move my cock and
slide into her hungry sex until the slick lips of her sex kiss the base of my
cock. Her legs wrap around my torso, her heels digging into my ass in an effort
to urge my cock deeper inside her. Anastasia arches her back as she rises over
my cock, thrusting her breasts to my lips. I capture one nipple, and the cooled,
perked up peak is welcomed into the warm wetness of my mouth. I begin to move
against her, upwards, driving urgently into her sex. Our hips are in
synchronized. When I pump into her hard and hot, she descends onto my erection,
embracing it like a tight fist, and pulling me into the depths of her sex. My
balls tighten and slap against her anus every time, making her moan.
“Ana, I’m going to go
deeper baby!” I moan, “I’ll push you against the wall, and drill into you hard
and fast!”
“Yes! Please!” she
groans. I place Anastasia’s back against the wall just as the right level to
bury in her deep. I pull back and thrust into her hard.
“Again!” she shouts
as her arms wrap around my torso, her nails digging into my back. The heavy
weight of my cock thick and pulsating, claims her from inside. Anastasia is
writing before me, her nails are clawing my back and she tries to move her body
in her quest to get to her precipice.
My skin turns
completely hot beneath her hands, and our collective breaths are heaving from
our lungs. My movements are rapid, hard and feverish between her inviting
thighs. Anastasia moves one hand to my chest and her nails dig into my nipple.
She twists it with her thumb and forefinger making me thicker inside her. I
groan her name ready to lose control.
“Come on baby! Give
it up for me!” I cry out, my body tense, rigid, and steel hard against her lush
now sweaty curves. Her sex tightens, fisting me inside tighter, pulling me
further, keeping me longer in the depths of her sex in a rush to climax and
milk me. Her legs hug me tighter, her heels dig in harder, and she shouts out,
“Christian!” My burning pleasure is released inside her in pulsing jets thick
and hard. The mixed moans of each other’s names are swallowed when I claim her
lips in fevered passion, lust and admiration of my wife.
“Anastasia…” I
whisper her name in a satisfied voice, as I close my eyes on a ragged breath. I
place my forehead over hers and inhale the arousing smell of sex, her
intoxicating, evocative scent of femininity mixed with my personal scent of
masculine spiciness and the faint traces of my cologne creating something that
is uniquely ours.
“What are you doing
to me, baby? You turn me on with one glance and unman me immediately.”
She holds onto me
tighter.
“Thank you,” she
whispers.
“For what?”
“For taking care of
my needs, watching over us, making me a priority in your life… for loving me,”
she whispers.
“I’m your husband.
It’s what I do,” I say as I ease her off my cock. She winces.
“Are you okay?” I ask
concerned. “Did I hurt you?”
“No. I’m not made of
glass Christian. I’m okay,” she smiles reassuringly.
“Come. Let’s take a
shower,” I tug her with me to the bathroom.
“Yes, I need to get
ready for work,” she says making me stop at my tracks.
“After what happened yesterday?”
“I’m not having
morning sickness,” she says. I arch my eyebrows.
“Not as bad,
Christian. I’ve been doing better in the last week. Dr. Greene said half a day
would be fine, remember?”
“Dr. Greene didn’t
see you get ambushed by the paparazzi either. So much so that Sawyer had to get
back up from the SIP security to get you back into the SUV.” I head us back
into the bathroom again. Without releasing her hand, I turn the shower on.
“I have a proposal,”
I say.
“What kind of
proposal?” she asks narrowing her eyes.
“I don’t want the
paparazzi keep hounding you until your pregnancy is officially disclosed.
You’ve entered into the second trimester. My PR is recommending to a sit down
interview with the People magazine.”
“Don’t you think that
just three months is too early for that?”
“I actually don’t
know the protocol for pregnancy disclosure interview but I don’t want some
fucker to corner you and scare the hell out of you trying to picture your baby
bump or put you and Sawyer in a car chase. They have caused accidents in the
past, and I’m not willing to have you to become an addition to the victims of
paparazzi.”
“Christian, I don’t
know if it’s necessary…” she stars.
“Ana, you promised!
For the baby’s safety, you promised! If anything happened to you or both of
you, I’d go insane! I understand that we have nothing to show a magazine so
far. No baby’s room or anything like that. Maybe a press release and some
professional pictures of both of us would suffice. That way we have the control
of what is put in, and what is said. But, since you saved my sister, you’ve
become an idol for a lot of people, and they want to get to know you,” I say
cringing.
“You want to get the
baby’s room ready?” she asks starry eyes. Leave it to Ana to deduce
that conclusion out of everything I said.
“Well, no, not today.
But if it’s something you wish to look at, I can certainly schedule time to go
with you.” I tug her into the shower.
“Oh, I thought you
wanted to go, do shopping.”
“Ana, I’m telling you
that there’s going to be more people, more reporters, paparazzi chasing you. So
far, we’ve been able to keep them somewhat contained,” I say and turn her back
to me. Squeezing some shampoo into my palms, I lather her hair and massage her
scalp.
“I’m going to up your
security. One more person will be added to your detail.” She stiffens.
“It restricts me Christian.
I need room to breathe. It’s very annoying when I have a woman tagging along
when I go to pee in the bathroom, and you know I can’t even pee when you’re
there!” she sighs.
“But it’s better to
have your personal protection in the bathroom than a crazy paparazzi hiding in
the next stall. It comes with the territory for us baby. This is part of our
lives. I need to know that you both are safe. I can’t function if I have it in
the back of my mind that there’s a lapse in your security when it is easy for
me to correct it. We’re not under the radar baby. We’re going to be on it in
the long haul. This is why I like protecting our privacy. We may never be off
the radar. You’re a drop dead gorgeous woman, and I’ve been told I’m good
looking by my wife. We have money; we have a life style other people only dream
about. There will always be people who are interested in us.”
“How long will I have
two security guards? I like Sawyer, but someone else…” she cringes. I later my
hands with body wash and start washing her shoulders, going down to her sides.
My hands stay across her belly, my fingers splaying over it. Her breath
catches.
“It’s for the blip.
Sawyer for you, and the other security for the blip.”
“Fine!” she mutters.
My soapy hands move up to her aching breasts and cup the heavy mounds.
“Good girl…” I
whisper. She raises her arms and wraps them around my neck while pushing her
breasts into my palms, effectively cutting our conversation. She tilts her head sideways, making it easy
for my head to dip and kiss her at the right angle.
***** ❦ ♡ ❧ *****
I put my crisp white
shirt on, Anastasia buttons them for me. I pull my boxers and Anastasia chooses
my charcoal gray suit. I put the pants on and zip it up. She holds the jacket
for me. She already has her white lace panties and bra. She decides on flowy
skirt and curve hugging blouse. Then she sits at the edge of the bed and puts
her heels on. Her hair is put behind one ear but the other side is freely
falling onto her chest. So fucking hot!
She then notices the
envelope I brought into the bedroom and left on the dresser.
“What’s this?” she
asks turning it over and sees both our names.
“An invitation to
Taylor and Gail’s wedding.”
She gives me a
genuine grin. “Oh! I’m so happy for them. They now have date!” When she looks
up to me, her eyes are bright.
“We’re invited?
Really?”
“Yes, we are. We’ll
be a little low key considering how dedicated Taylor is to his job. We’ll pay
for their wedding and honeymoon as a gift from both of us and the blip,” I say.
“Husband,” she says
getting up holding me. “You are the kindest, most generous man I know.”
“They’ve been with me
for a long time, and Taylor has just done so much to save you both. I owe him
this much.”
“I’m actually looking
forward to it!” she says giggling. “Let’s go have breakfast. I’m famished.”
“Yes, ma’am!” Who am
I to argue when all her appetites are in full gear? We aim to please.
***** ❦ ♡ ❧ *****
I walk my wife to the
door of the SIP while Ryan and Sawyer are pushing the reporters away.
“Mrs. Grey! Is it
true that you’re 3 months pregnant?” ask a female reporter.
“Is it a honeymoon
baby?” shouts another reporter.
“Mr. Grey, were you
two married because of Mrs. Grey’s pregnancy? Was this a shotgun wedding?” It’s
a male reporter.
Anastasia’s face is
horrified with the gossip that’s brewing.
“Mrs. Grey, some
reports say that you’re more than 3 months pregnant! That would put the
pregnancy prior to your wedding. Did you plan to get pregnant with Mr. Grey’s
baby?” The insinuation is all there.
“Back-off asshole!”
Sawyer pushes him and his microphone away from Ana’s vicinity.
“Christian, what are
they saying?” whispers Anastasia terrified. Her eyes are wide, scared. Her face
says it all without words: I’ll never have a normal life again.
“Mrs. Grey, were you
involved in your sister-in-law’s kidnapping?” My head snaps up, and I can tear
that fucker to pieces. I find Taylor at my elbow. SIP security comes to aid.
“This is a private
property. This is your one and only warning to get off the property or we will
do it with the police escort for trespassing and harassment of an SIP employee,”
shouts Roach. The sirens are already heard around the corner. The first sight I
see is Detective Clark with several uniformed officers.
“You heard the man.
This is a private property. Your freedom of press does not give you the right
to harass a young woman; neither does it give you the right to trespass a
private company’s property. You can all spend the night in jail, or you can
leave peacefully.” The crowd disperses with murmurs and grunts.
“Mrs. Grey! Ryan from
Seattle Celebrity News! We have information that led us believe that you are in
fact involved in your sister in-law’s kidnapping personally. Two people you
worked with were in it up to their eyeballs. How involved were you in planning
the kidnapping of Miss Mia Grey? Why did you go along with one of the
kidnappers? Why did you run away from your own bodyguard? Mrs. Grey! Was your
boss Jack Hyde your lover?”
“Shut the fuck up!”
Sawyer shouts shoving the reporter into a uniformed officer. “Are you going to
stand there let this bastard harass a good woman and slander her name?”
The uniformed officer
twists the reporter’s arm and places the handcuffs. I’m bristling with
uncontrollable anger. In one hand my wife is distressed; in the other hand some
fucker is threatening my wife with his accusations!
“The truth will come
out!” he shouts.
“That’s right, the
truth! And you wouldn’t know it if it bit you in the ass, fucking bastard!” I
hiss crushing three strategically placed fingers under his throat with the
minimum amount of effort. The reporter goes red in the face.
Taylor jerks his head
to Sawyer wordlessly, and he backs away from me.
“Mr. Grey. Please!
Don’t just stand there!” Clark shouts at his uniformed officers. “Take this
jerk away and book him! I apologize Mrs. Grey, Mr. Grey. I heard what they said.
They won’t be able to come onto the parking lot or the premises tomorrow, or
you or the company security can call 911 for help.”
Anastasia stands at
the threshold of SIP; shaken and silent. She looks as though someone just
slapped her, baffled that the truth can be twisted so easily; one’s agony
becoming someone else’s entertainment in a cheap magazine. For the first time
since I’ve met her, I see Anastasia indecisive and reluctant to walk into the
SIP, or walk at all in any direction. Stopped in the middle of life, and lost
her way. Gone is the cheery, lusty wife I had this morning. These fuckers just
stole her joy.
Yes, I would love my
wife to be home, and safe. I would love her to be waiting for me when I got
there, but in a dark corner of my head I know that it would slowly but surely
give her resentments and dim her spark that I fell in love with; I don’t want
my wife to lose the fight in her. Not for me and definitely not because of some
fucking paparazzi.
“Workday, Ana! I’ll
walk you to your desk,” I whisper, letting her know that I’m with her.
“Maybe I should stay
home today…” she whispers.
“When you fall off
the bike, do you walk back home, or get back on it?” I ask, opening the door
leading her in, ignoring everyone else.
“Good morning Ana!”
shouts the cheerful African-American receptionist.
“Hi Ana!” jumps up
her assistant. Anastasia can only nod at them blankly.
I walk Ana into her
office, and I might have closed the door to her assistant Hannah’s face.
“Ana, baby, look at
me…” I urge her.
“Is that what people
really think of me?”
Driven to Tears - Sting and Robert Downey Jr.
“No! That’s just the
fucking paparazzi spreading rumors or try to get a rise out of you. But I will
sue and put their fucking establishment apart piece by fucking piece! Why does
it matter what others think? What I think matters, but not what they think!” I
jab my thumb towards the door. She sinks in a chair before her desk.
“But, they’re making
it sound like our baby is a tool to keep you with me. Who would be spreading
such vicious news? That’s not true at all! Sooner or later someone I know or
care about will think that it’s true about me,” she says as she puts her hand
protectively over her belly.
“Ana, if they believe
in that shit and not you, then they’re not worthy of your regard.”
“But, it’s so easy to
believe. Even you thought I was leaving you for money at first,” she murmurs.
“Only because it was
you who told me she was leaving. I believed you, not the fucking paparazzi.
But, I was an ass. I know better now. You love me, and I sure love you baby!
This is a problem and we are going to resolve it together. Remember, there are
so many celebrities who live through this day to day. Each and every aspect of
their lives are examined by others. You’re famous because you’re my wife. But
also because you’re a beautiful woman who has done something courageous. Some
people will twist it no matter what. I will do everything in my power to
protect you and our baby. Meanwhile, you’ve got to work today. I’m sure you
have tons of things to do. I’ll straighten this problem out today. Maybe we do
need to do a sit-down interview with a respectable magazine to rest the rumors
and declare your pregnancy.”
“Oh, I don’t know.
I’m shaken.”
“Ana,” say lifting
her chin up. “It will be in our terms, our place, and our story. We get the
questions beforehand. I see them and we approve them together. That way you
have control of the situation. Okay?” She nods absently.
“Ana, please, you’re
worrying me. Look at me…” I plead. Her eyes finally focus and look at me.
“You and me, and this
blip inside you. Nothing and no one else matters. Don’t; don’t surrender the
control of your emotions to these fuckers. To me, yes. To someone else, no!”
She takes a shuddering breath.
“I’m trying. It’s
just that, I’ve never been accused of something so vile, so vicious, and so
publicly when I nearly died and lost our baby in the process to save Mia. How
could anyone think that I had anything to do with it?”
“You are letting
others take control over your emotions by letting these thoughts get into your
head. The correct process goes through our method of refuting these
accusations; because we know the truth. We will get it out at our time, in our
terms. What you need to do is to regain your self-control.”
“How? I can’t live in
a bubble away from the society, Christian.”
“Sometimes they are
necessary as protective layers. We don’t have to answer the gossip columns. You
will hear and see things that you will dislike. That’s part of this life.
People are drawn to money. Drawn to beauty. Drawn to status. Because they
represent power. They want that for themselves and some will do anything to get
it. So, in order to reach their goal, they will employ nasty means to destroy
the person or damage him or her. You have to have a thick social skin. You have
true friends who love and care about you. You have me, your husband who is
madly in love with you. We have a baby on the way. We have everything anyone
can desire. Why should someone you never met control your emotions so easily by
spreading a few lies?” I ask arching my eyebrows.
“Because they’re
poisonous. I’m worried that it might hurt you, or that you might believe in
them.”
“Ahhh. Now we reach
the root of the problem. When I held your cold body in my arms, my world was
shattered. You are my everything. Some fucking stranger will shout a few words
and change what I feel for you? I will rip them apart. I will never…ever… let
anyone harm you, physically or emotionally. I promise.”
“Thank you
Christian!” she says fervently and hugs me tight. “I don’t know what I’d do
without you.”
“You will never find
out, baby. Because, I’m the one who can’t live without you! Now back to work.
Half day only today.”
“Okay,” she responds.
“Sawyer and Ryan will
remain here with you. Don’t go out for lunch. They’ll bring it in for you.”
“I will,” she says
holding on to me tightly like a woman drowning. My heart clenches. Whoever is
playing this game, and left these fuckers loose, I will make them pay. I kiss
my wife, and leave her at the SIP with a heavy heart.
When we reach the
SUV, I turn to Taylor, “did you inform Welch?”
“Yes, sir. I did.
Someone’s spreading rumors around and letting the gossip magazines do their
dirty work for them.”
“Are your guys
keeping an eye on Linc?”
“Yes, sir. I’ll
request some reports this afternoon.”
“Do
it faster. And when we get to GEH, get the fucking lawyers online. They want a
head hunt, they got one!” Whoever is behind this, he’s fucking with the wrong
man. My eyes darken with calculating anger, and determination. My Blackberry
buzzes. I pull it out and check the e-mail.
From: Alex Pella
To: Christian Grey
Date: November 1st,
2011
Time: 9:03 a.m.
Hey Grey!
Rumor has it that you
have a child on the way. Congrats to you both! But the real gossip is that
someone’s trying to muddle the waters for you to disguise something else to go
down. Whatever you’re experiencing now is just a simple diversion. I don’t know
what that something else is yet. Lips are very tight so far. Keep your loved
ones close, enemies even closer. No names are being mentioned, yet. Expect the
schemes to be complicated. Be on the guard. I’ll keep my eyes open and ears
close to the ground. Let you know if I hear anything.
Your friend.
A.
Fuck! Who is behind
all this shit?
Good evening/morning! Blogspot is having problems with HTML coding. I was unable to post because I couldn't contain the links in HTML codes. But I couldn't wait for Google to solve the problem (because I don't use a simple format), so I had to write Java Scripts codes to resolve the issue with the links, and I had to change all the coding because none of the html codes can be saved (their text formatter which works in html codes isn't saving). In short, took me a while, but I resolved it utilizing another coding language; in this case Java Scripts.
244 comments:
«Oldest ‹Older 201 – 244 of 244Bonjour emine
Wow, jadore la maniere que tu a remis en place "evie". Pourquoi elle a perdu du temps a lire 4 livres quelle napprecie pas . GET A LIFE GIRL!!! Mooi jadore ton ecriture et ton interpretation edward. Je trouve que tu es une personne formidable. U repond a tes fans poliment et avec une grande classe. Tu es ouverte desprit tu es authentique(ce que jappecie vraiment chez une personne.) Tu prend soin de tes fans cest pour cela que jecrit seulement a toi. Generalement, je necris sur le blog de personne parce quil ne merite pas mon temps, mais toi tu le vaux LARGEMENT. Tu as une vie extrement charger wn emotions cest temps ci et tu trouve le temps de nous ecrire et de poster. Tu es vraimentune personne dexception. Merci enormement detre ce que tu es. Prend le temps de te reposer et de dormir :) nous tattenderons.
Bisous xxx
Myriam du quebec
Hi there! I like many of your readers, am in love with your writing. I am working on rereading the chapters from the start Again. I think your writing is by far better than the books and I reccomend it to many others as well! I feel that in life we should always tell others how much they mean to us and be friendly. In doing so it may make someones world, or (in my case most of the time) it usually opens me up to be taken advantage of but I can say I uave learned many life lessons from just being kinder than most. Anywho, your writing and just the way you are is amazing. I wish there were more people out there like you. I am a big fan of what you do. You are a good example to me of someone who never gives up no matter what is thrown at them! You have a dream, ambition and drive to accomplish many things! I hope and pray the best for you. Keep up the amazing work. I thank you for your amazing writing. It gives me an imaginary world to go to when I am stressed and just need to think about something else. I love to read and have many other passions as well. But anyway thank you for what you do! You really are amazing!!!
Hi Emine
Loved how you handled this "Evie" person, with grace, with intelligence, and with integrity.
On this ever growing world of cyberspace, there are only 2 blogs I follow, yours (my favorite) and one other, both of which are FSOG related. And I have been following your blog for the last year and half. Like other followers of your blog, I was looking for more FSOG after reading James trilogy because I love the story. If asked which version of FSOG I prefer, yours from CG's point of view or James' from Ana's point of view, my answer would be yours, hands down.
Looking forward to buying and reading your Alex Pella book as I am hooked on the that story too.
Thank you keeping CG alive. Thank you for your time to write CG's story. Thank you for the energy you spend in maintaining your blog. And thank you for opportunity to comment.
You are a brilliant writer, loving wife and mother, a wonderful leader.
Take care of yourself,
Deb in Canada
Hi Emine,,,,You do a marvellous job with the 50 shades stories,,,Your such an intelligent lady, we ladies should be learning off you...You keep doing what your doing Emine. and ignore all the negativity. You dont need that. Just a question though How long do we need to wait for the next POV is published, im sooooo waiting for the next chapter to read,I know you have your own busy life but until then,I will keep waiting until u do post it...Have a good day,
Bom dia Eminé,
Como eu já disse em outros comentários,tenho uma grande admiração pelo seu trabalho,com toda certeza você é uma grande escritora.
Acho que posso dizer que você esta colocando cores novas no que estava em preto e branco.
Espero ansiosa pelos capítulos e sei
que na leitura além da fantasia terei conhecimento de coisas novas.
É assim que vejo seu trabalho a mistura do colorido das fantasias com um aprendizado sobre muitas coisas.
Sou sua fã e admiradora!!!!!!
Beijos,esperando por mais um capitulo!!!!
Patrícia.
Olaaa
Emine os capítulos estão cada vez melhores parabéns
bjos
Another silent reader.... I love your blog and your writing! CG's POV and The Pella Series! Thank You!
Lauren
Oi Eminé,
Seu trabalho é maravilhoso, nem se dê ao trabalho de responder certos comentários.
Estive alimentado meu pensamento e cheguei a conclusão, como o blog só tem mulheres comentando deve ser um homem se escondendo atrás de um pseudônimo.
Quanto mais polemica tiver mais sucesso fará o filme, nada vai impedir isso.
Hi Emine how are you?Ishowed my daughter your picture,she said u are beautiful. this Evie person just want some attention I dont have a time for her.dont let her kill your sprit.i love your blog cant wait for the next chapter.
Tricia [stlucia)
Beautiful chapter as always anxiously awaiting the next and I agree with the rest of the girls don't let the negative comments get to you the rest of your real fans love what your writing, as for evie well she can just stop reading and write her own blog if she wants to change everything you've written
Hope all is well with you your hubby kids and family
ARE WE EVER GOING TO GET A NEW CHAPTER !?!?!?!?! I HAVE BEEN LOOKING EVERY DAY TO SEE IF IT HAS BEEN UPDATED BUT IT STILL HAS NOT =( HOPING TO GET ONE THIS WEEK
You rock Emine,,,soooo carnt wait for the next chapter..Ignore all the negativity on here. You have the rest of us ladies that will back you 100 percent. You are awesome. Keep doing what your doing. Love reading the POVs.
Hi names gemma. From the bottom of new zealand. Just wondering when the next chapter will be up. Im having withdrawal symptoms lol. This is amzing. I never read before 50 shades now I read all the time. Ive followed you for awhile now as silent reader but notice as I was scaning for update on next chapter that people have been not so nice about your editing etc. Well I say to hell with them. You are a harder worker. Close to a super women in my opinion. I feel that if they dont like it then they should just go read something else. Wel hope u have a fantastic day.
I completely agree with you. Emine you are AWESOME!!! We the readers are huge fans and love your writings. : ) Stay AMAZING
Please update please please please.
Ola Emine,
Como você esta querida ?
Passando para te desejar muito muito mais muito sucesso,cada capitulo me apaixono mais......
Hi Emine!
All I can say is WOW!!!!! This is the first chapter that i've seen so many comments on.
Hun you know we love and appreciate your work. There will always be haters and detractors but the cream (yep that's you) always rises to the top.
I would also like to say hi to my fellow reader from the Caribbean (Tricia in St. Lucia) :-)
Keep up the good work Emine and know that your loyal readers love and appreciate you>
~hugs from~
Appreciating you and your work from the Caribbean
Thank you for all your support girls!
My work never relents me to have a free day. I intend to write, but a project or five comes in-such is the life of a freelancer. But, I've been up writing since 3 a.m. and I've not even opened up my e-mail box for work. If there's work, it has to wait. I'm writing today however long it takes me.
hugs to you all.
Olá Emine amo o seu trabalho, acompanho a bastante tempo, continue alegrando meus dias com suas historias tão marcantes. Não demore para postar o proximo capitulo. beijos
Hello Emine love your work, I follow quite a while, continue cheering my days with their stories so remarkable. Do not delay to post the next chapter. kisses
Dear Emine,
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You.
Sorry you had to put work aside for a minute, but your FSOG community REALLY appreciate it.
We can't wait to read.
Wow, Eminé, you spoil us! :) Thank you very much for writing today. Maybe I'll have to wait until tomorrow morning, my time, to read the next chapter, but never mind: you've just made my day, or should I say my evening! lol!
Thanks again for all!
Love from French Riviera,
S. from France
Hi Emine,
its Sudeshna.
I hope you are doing very good and everything is going good with your family. You know I am new to this blog, and since the first time I have commented, you have mentioned me and remembered me in three of your replies. I feel so elated to know that you now know me and remember my name to say hello along with all other fellow friends in this blog who are well have been with this blog way longer than me. I feel so good to be considered amongst them. Thank you.
I would also like to say Hello to Penny, Olga, Eyelena, Elena, Sonu Burman with whom I have interacted with and to all the other fellow friends on this blog who are just wonderful people and just as crazy about C&A as me. ;) I hope you all are in good health and doing well.
I read you replies to Evie's comments. Well I would say, she expressed her not so very good impression on the story you are writing. There would always be criticisms of good things in this world and I think it is what makes the criticized thing even worth it. I will say that I did not like what she wrote or how she pointed out your small errors, but to think that to point those out and say those things she had to read through the entire chapter very thoroughly word by word. And I think that's where your success lies Emine dear. And I truly loved how you replied to her comments, though you neednt have explained your entire schedule for what she said. We all know how hard you work, and how much passionate you are about what you do. It reflects in your writing of each update. :D So I want to say that we love you for what you do and how beautifully you write this story for us.
I am really looking forward to the next and the upcoming chapters since they will be focused on the pregnancy mostly if I am not wrong. I am so excited to see C&A going to shopping for the nursery, and also for Ana new wardrobe shopping since she will be needing them pretty soon. I wonder how Christian would like to decorate their Blip's room....so looking forward to all these little family moments they have in building up their own dream world.
Just a wish Emine, while showing how they are preparing for Blip to come, you know going shopping, to the doctor, or speaking casually about blip, could we get more glimpses of Christian's childhood in the Grey household with the Grey's?? I so want to see how he came to bond with Lelliot as he called him ;) and Mia, as he was said to speak for the first time in two years after his adoption when he met Mia for the first time, and how he came to be able to bear Mia touching him and not anyone else.....you know memories like the one there was about the first Christmas with the Greys in the original book....!!! No pressure though... write however and whatever you wish, its your story. I just wished to see more into Christian since its his story in your blog and for Ana to know him more closely, imagine that their blip would be like the very adorable cute brown haired little boy his father was in his childhood.....!!! all imagining....
Cheers Emine. Update when you can. We will wait. :D LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU.<3
Sudeshna (Bangladesh)
Oi Emine, ansiosa esperando por mais um capítulo, eu adoraria que essa sua versão fosse o filme, como sempre digo muito melhor que a original, parabéns , sucesso, e muito obrigada pelo seu carinho conosco, pense com amor na minha idéia de 50 capítulos para o livro 4 rsrsrs, Abraços a sua família, fica com Deus, bjs, sua fã de Recife, Pernambuco, Brasil
Emine querida, e se nós parássemos de responder aos comentários dessa "criatura"? Talvez o que ela quer é publicidade. Não respondendo, ela vai procurar outro local para colocar seu veneno. Aqui no Brasil eu vi uma frase que talvez resuma a situação tal como ela se encontra:
“For you who are coming now, criticizing what is done, you should be here in time to made. Do not be an expert in using the criticism as an excuse for doing nothing. Signs: one that did, when in the moment to do, nobody knows how.”
(Sorry for the english.)
Querida, mantenha seu excelente trabalho que tantos admiradores tem conseguido, e não perca seu tempo respondendo a quem não tem o que fazer e vive de frequentar os blogs, incomodando quem está trabalhando.
Kisses de alguém que a admira como ser humano e como escritora.
Emine,
Hello lovely lady I hope things have gotten some better for you...I was curious when you think the next chapter will be ready? It would be a lovely gift for my bday on Sunday lol yes im tring all avenues of begging lol
thanks Lovey
Olá Emine.. Adoro seu trabalho, as suas histórias alegram sempre o meu dia, por favor postar logo o próximo capítulo, já li e reli várias vezes o livro 4 a espera. rsrsrs Amo seu trabalho. Um beijo
Hi Sudeshna. Very well said. I agree with everything you just posted
Hi girls,
I'll address each of you tomorrow because I intend to finish this chapter later tonight (early birthday Lovey). I've not checked my e-mails, or my texts (some of my work alerts come through text), or my phone just so I can write. Otherwise, it's been overwhelmingly busy and being a work conscious person, I end up working.
Sometime tomorrow when I finish editing the chapter will be posted.
Emine I know that you are busy with your job. But please when are you going to update? xx
I love this blog!!!!!
Hi Emine,
I can't believe this chapter alone has over 230 responses. That just shows how many followers you have and how much we all love your blog(minus the haters, of course). Keep up the good work. Love your writing, I can't get enough if it. Anxiously waiting for the next chapter.
Hi Penny,
Hope you are doing well dear. Thank you for agreeing with me in what I have posted.
And I feel so happy to have so many friends like you and Emine in this blog from different parts of the world. Makes me feel the world is indeed small, and we are so close.
Emine you are one great woman, author, mother, wife and a great human. To manage so many things that you have on your shoulders needs a salute. Love you lots.
Looking forward the new chapter which will probably be posted today. So very excited.
Cheers,
Sudeshna
Emine love your writing can't wait for more. I just heard on the radio show I listen to in Atlanta they have chosen a new Christian Grey. Here is the link
http://thebertshow.com/christiangrey/
According to this British actor Jamie Dornan will be the new Christian Grey. Has anyone else heard?
Ola Emine querida bom diaa!!!
Nossa eu estou acompanhando sobre quem vai substituir o Charlie Hunnam no filme,serio mesmo que esta definido que o irlandês Jamie Dornan sera o nosso amando Grey ? Não quero trazer conflito acredito que aqui as mulheres tem opiniões maravilhosas adoro ler cada uma delas, mais novamente não gostei da escolha rss .Vamos esperar para ver em que pé vai ficar a escolha e o filme que já esta deixando a gente bem doida de curiosidade
Beijos para você e sua família
Hi Eminé... hi everyone... can wait to read the new chapter. I've missed it so much...
Now, have you girls heard who is the new actor to portray Christian Grey? Jamie Dornan... this is a pleasant surprise, i guess, far to better than Charlie. At least Jamie can pull it off nicely. I think he will do good... i found a photoshot of his in GQ from 2006 and left me speechless.. here is the link ( http://www.jamie-dornan.org/gallery/thumbnails.php?album=30 )
Hope you like it.
Hello Emine...
Just want to say keep up the good work that you do... Every chapter is so good... I have Read the 3 books Many time... I just love the work you put in to Them .. Keep it up... Look forward to the next chapter... Hope you are having a Nice Day/evening
Love Nina
Well we have a new Christian. His name is Dornan? I hasve never heard of him, but he is cute. I have never heard of him. He is a British actor. Have any of you heard of him?
Debby
Emine,
Never posted before. Absolutely love your writing.Can't wait for the next chapter xx
Sue
Kent, UK
Yess girl we al love you and you writings so Please don't doubt about your self Please
Love from Holland
Emine, As always, another chapter expectable. Thanks for sharing.
Leni , Brasil
Good evening Emine and fellower CG blogger friends. Emine, your are so inspirational! You are definitely the "woman". I don't know how and where you mustard the energy and strength and let alone time ( if you have a different clock please share).
Thank you, for all your hard work, time, creativity with this blog. I love the direction your going with this blog. Your character growth have more depth then EL James.
In regards to EVIE, I do agree with Melinda from PA. Those kind of people are bottom feeders, casting stones.
I really enjoy the chapters and hot damn!!! Emine, does your hubby read the chapters at all?
Boa tarde Emine! Parabéns Atrasado! Espero que esteja tudo bem!
Sinto falta dos seus capítulos! Quando poderemos ter o prazer de ler mais um?
Mas que seja de acordo com sua possibilidade, pois sei que tem passado por dificuldades para consegui tempo para postar ou até mesmo para escrever. Devido aos últimos acontecimentos em sua família. Desejo esperança para que tudo se estabeleça bem. Beijos!Marcia Rio de Janeiro Brasil
Loved this:
Yes, I would love my wife to be home, and safe. I would love her to be waiting for me when I got there, but in a dark corner of my head I know that it would slowly but surely give her resentments and dim her spark that I fell in love with; I don’t want my wife to lose the fight in her. Not for me and definitely not because of some fucking paparazzi.
I would love to see this more in CG. The feeling that he knows who his wife is, and wants to encourage that.
Loved Alex Pella! Best new introduction into the CG world ever!
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